I know of no better life purpose than to perish in attempting the great and the impossible.” — Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche

Nothing good ever came being happy. Never really crossed the limit of what I was capable of being happy. Every time I have pushed through, pushed for more, pushed for when I almost gave up brought pain, not happiness. This push through process is when I actually crossed the limit I was capable of. Nothing good ever came being happy. Happiness will only give what you are already capable of and destined to get. Never really was interest in ordinary. Haven’t done much. Struggling with my own battles, but ordinary is what I never wanted. I have wanted to know myself, know what I am capable of. And when you test yourself by trial and testing, in pain and misery that’s when you learn and know a little more about yourself.

Feel content of what has been given to me ? — Oh yes for sure. I never doubt it. But that doesn’t mean it has come easy. It has taken stress, anxiety, fights and struggles, pain, no sleep, sweat & tears to reach here . It hasn’t been given. It has been earned.

Even if it was destined, it wasn’t meant to be for free. it was to be earned with respect and pain.

I guess I have been happier recently because of whatever I have been given. That’t not going to work. And it should not work. You can never find and figure yourself out sitting in a room with peace. You need to cross what you haven’t crossed before. Fuck it. Get going.

It took you time to get where you’re today and that’s how it’s going to be 
for your next path. 

The pathless path was never meant to be easy. You decide what you’re capable of. You decide your path. You decide the pain you can endure. It is not gonna come easy. That is for sure. So rise up, do your deed and if it doesn’t work endure more pain. That’s when you find yourself. Not everyone has got a path infront of us, eh?

Maybe you & I are same.

Just myself, talking to myself, about myself. Eh ? Nobody to share your thoughts with. You may be surrounded with people, but nobody willing to understand you. Eh ? Hurts ? Channelize that fucking energy and rise and do something about it. Nobody gets to decide what we are capable of. We fucking do. So go ahead and fuck it. Give it your all. There’ pain. There will be pain. Love the pain, love the process. Do it because you love it. Even if you don’t love it. Do it.

Because you & I — we don’t have an alternative.

Maybe we are here to push the limits of ourselves and give it all and get nothing in return. Because we don’t care if we get the end result, but we are not quitters. We are survivors. We give it all. We are here to not compete with anyone else but ourselves. We are here to push our limits. You & I we are the same.

Nobody will never get to know these struggles, the pain we went throught but us.

And it’s not fucking important because you & I we are here to just do our deed, and do it with utmost pride and respect. So fuck it.

I know of no better life purpose than to perish in attempting the great and the impossible.”

― Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche